September 2011
I'll be alright. I'll be okay. I will be fine.
Just because I seem happy doesn’t mean that I’m not dying inside & just because I stop showing you how much I still care doesn’t mean I don’t care anymore. It’s just that, I can’t be that sad girl forever. I’m so sick and tired of it. It’s time for me to love myself. :)
Sunday-12:48AM; Can't sleep. ):
I wish I know how to make a feeling stop. I can’t seem to stop thinking about you.
I'm invisible to you now? That's cool.
I’ve always wanted a super power.
It hurts when you realize the guyfriend you trust the most lies to you. :\
Do you know how it feels when you just wanna disappear from the world?
It’s like you don’t have energy to fight anymore, it’s like you don’t even know what you’re fighting for or who you’re living for. Like, your heart has been bleeding ‘till it ran out of blood. This feeling when you just wanna break down and cry or just kill yourself but you have to act strong, when you have to smile and laugh in front of everyone but inside you’re dying. It sucks when you have to act like everything’s not killing you but it is. That’s how I feel &that’s how hurt I am. But you’ll always see me smiling.
